100 Things About Me

1. Benny Hamilton is not my real name.

2. I am 39 years old.

3. I love Chopin martinis.

4. I live rich whether I am or not.

5. I love being outdoors.

6. I have been snowboarding for 16 years.

7. I believe I was born this way: a little bit gay.

8. I am tired of judging myself for who I really am.

9. I started this blog to help me overcome my fears.

10. I am usually shy and reserved in crowds.

11. I am an entrepreneur starting my third business.

12. I don't have health or dental insurance.

13. Thirteen is my favorite number.

14. I enjoy the simple things in life.

15. I collect quotes.

16. In my free time I blog, write, compose music, take pictures, do woodworking, leather craft, home repair and nothing at all.

17. I completely renovated my house by myself.

18. I don't like to brag.

19. I am opinionated but respect other's too.

20. I am always up for a good conversation.

21. I get nervous on dates.

22. I hate dating.

23. I go out for a nice juicy steak at least once a week.

24. I dig nerdy TV programs.

25. Cats win me over more than dogs.

26. I don't like it when my cat watches me masturbate.

27. I prefer to be nude.

28. I have struggled to accept that I deserve to be happy.

29. I believe that my life improves with age.

30. I am addicted to negativity and pessimism.

31. I like many different kinds of music.

32. I have taught myself to play drums and piano, but not very well.

33. I can be brutally honest.

34. I long for close, meaningful relationships.

35. I always choose quality over quantity.

36. I prefer to not start sentences with the word "I" - having trouble here.

37. Sometimes I think I'm pretty funny.

38. I try not to take life too seriously.

39. I always avoid absolutes.

40. Irony, sarcasm, and wit are my favorite forms of humor.

41. George Carlin is my favorite comedian.

42. Sometimes I read my unabridged dictionary for fun.

43. I don't really think "pervert" is such a bad word.

44. My sex drive seems like it's always in high gear.

45. I believe the mind is the most powerful erogenous zone.

46. I like to talk about sex.

47. Sometimes I talk too much.

48. When my face is relaxed, I look angry.

49. That helps me play a pretty good poker game.

50. I'm trying to think of 50 more things about me.

51. Golf is my favorite outdoor sport.

52. I want to play golf in the nude.

53. Sometimes I wish I was a woman.

54. I have gender issues.

55. I used to be homophobic.

56. I used to be a Mormon.

57. I used to be brainwashed.

58. I try to beware of the dogmatic now and approach life from the pragmatic.

59. Sometimes I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about.

60. I like to curse and say offensive things.

61. Sometimes I can be a real asshole.

62. I avoid confrontation, and struggle to say what I really need.

63. As I write this, I have a hangover.

64. I don't always treat my body right.

65. I love to party with close friends.

66. When I party, I smoke pot.

67. Sometimes I smoke too much pot.

68. I can't stand musicals.

69. I like good movies and collect them on DVD.

70. I don't think I'll get a flatscreen TV anytime soon.

71. I'm addicted to buying power tools.

72. Procrastination plagues me.

73. I'm tempted to shred all my credit cards.

74. I've never left a debt unpaid.

75. I believe integrity is the most important quality to have in a person.

76. I'm glad only 25% of this list is left.

77. In my life, I am finally breaking out of my shell.

78. I like to learn new things.

79. I am at a turning point in my life for greater things.

80. I have done a lot of soul searching.

81. Sometimes sappy movies make me cry.

82. I've added more positive words to my everyday vocabulary.

83. I think it's working by bringing me affirmative coincidences.

84. I believe the word "God" includes all religion's gods and everything else in the whole universe.

85. I see beauty everywhere.

86. I am a "visual" person, I see and remember in photographic terms.

87. I like to watch the action during sex.

88. I prefer long sessions of foreplay before sex.

89. I take very short showers.

90. Sometimes I think I'm too skinny.

91. I'll probably go masturbate when I finish this list.

92. I love gay porn.

93. I am so glad I started this blog.

94. I'm going to keep my sexuality mostly to myself for now.

95. I know now more of what makes me happy.

96. Coming out to myself has been a big relief.

97. I wish I had accepted this side of me earlier.

98. I have a lot of good qualities to offer a partner.

99. I'm going to get laid tonight.

100. I hope my 100 things about me wasn't boring.